God is a god Who Embraces, Get Used to It!
Ecclesiastes 3:4 A time to weep and a time to laugh; A time to mourn and a time to dance. 5A time to throw stones and a time to gather stones; A time to embrace and a time to shun embracing. 6A time to search and a time to give up as lost; A time to keep and a time to throw away. . .
Philippians 3: 12 Not that I have already obtained this or am already perfect, but I press on to make it my own, because Christ Jesus has made me his own.
I am not just a survivor of suicide, IÂ am a survivor of abuse. When you have layer upon layer of trauma quirks are bound to follow. I can give hugs all day to others, but struggleÂ to accept anÂ embrace. At the core is a desire for control.Â God is a god who embraces! When I began my relationship with Jesus this was a major issue between him and I. It is one thing to invite Jesus into your heart and it is another to allow him to take up residence. When Jesus embraces, I am faced with a God I cannot control. For many years I have squirmed in his arms, not sure I trust his justice, his love, his passion and compassion for me. But lets face it, his character will never fit into my arms. He embraced me from the cross before I was ever born!
When I had my miscarriage, God went ahead of my loss to prepare comfort. Natalie Grant’s new song “Held” had just come out, and I remember thinking what a comfort it would be for those who experience the loss of a child. A month later I miscarried. I listened to that song over and over allowing my heavenly daddy toÂ hold me in a way I had neverÂ allowed before. I found out more about his character in those moments and came to see, in this world I will have troubles, but he has overcome the world. This is a season that I must once again settle into. I need to be held byÂ God and his people.
Matthew Henry’s Concise CommentaryÂ has a fabulous take onÂ LamentationsÂ 3:1-10:
To expect unchanging happiness in a changing world, must end in disappointment.
My world keeps changing. The question is, will I shake off what lays in the past andÂ lay ahold ofÂ the one who has embraced me. Because God is a god who embraces and he givesÂ us the opportunity to get used to being held.
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