When God Hits the Pause Button in Our Faith
“There remains, then, a Sabbath-rest for the people of God; for anyone who enters God’s rest also rests from their works, just as God did from his. Let us, therefore, make every effort to enter that rest, so that no one will perish by following their example of disobedience” (Hebrews 4:9-12).
God stopped me in my tracks a few months ago. Absence may or may not cause the heart to grow fonder with you readers of Turning the Page on Suicide, but God will do what he sets out to do, with or without my help. I’d rather be a part of his plan, which became clearer, once I stopped banging my head against the wall I thought was writerâ€™s block. God put a flaming sword in my path (see Balaam’s Donkey for more information), I found peace in the silencing of my very busy keys. God has been my muse this whole journey, but somewhere along the journey, I slipped into doing rather than being a witness to you.
In this time of stepping back, God is giving me rest, reminding me of where my help comes from and opening my eyes to new possibilities. â€œDream bigger,â€ he tells me. Just even saying those words gives me delightful goosebumps. The Holy Spirit and I are in constant conversations and he is teaching me to rest in him.
The pause button isnâ€™t the end, but a chance for the refreshment of our spirit, a course correction, or getting new marching orders so that we can fulfill Godâ€™s purpose For me it has been a little of all the above. I sat with God, meditating on scripture and studying his character in Ezekiel. He is showing me his justice on a deeper level. He has given me a childlike faith as I play in nature with my camera. And I grow closer to my husband and children through fuller presence and prayer.
Adventures have included speaking to a womenâ€™s retreat two weeks ago and a writer/speaker conference this past weekend. God is pouring into me and preparing me for some demanding things that will take a discipline of spirit I lack. These past few months (again, once I stopped beating my writing into submission) is such a sweet and refreshing time. I feel established and rooted in love.
God will always correct, train, and prepare those who stay within His will. Have you hit a perceived wall? Sit there, not in a pout, but in submission. God, what do you want to teach me? Who should I connect with? Run through your spiritual checklist:
- Am I in the word?
- Who am I allowing to speak life into me?
- Do I listen to the Spiritâ€™s counsel?
- Am I witnessing for the gain of my audience or my own affirmation?
The last is crucial as a writer and follower of Jesus Christ. Knowing that God is well pleased in me matters far more than any other voice in my life. Where do you garner praise? Lean into God’s love for you and if he is hitting the pause button, realize he is preparing you for exceedingly great things.
Amen my young friend. For however long God needs you to pause while He prepares you for His next assignment in your life, now that I’ll be at the other end waiting to cheer you onto the ‘Finish Line.” Rest, refresh, and listen Ms. Karisa. It will all be made clear when God is ready for you to proceed. Until then… trust, surrender, and accept.
Trust, surrender, and accept. I believe that will be my accountability words. Thank you for the encouragement.
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